Northern Gothic: Rainy Miller Interviewed

In the first interview about his new album, the Lancashire producer Jack Bowes talks to Fergal Kinney about Preston grime, absent fathers, and why heโ€™s exhausted with the discussion about class in British music. CW: Mentions suicidal ideation

What do you do when the most exhilarating moment of your musical life has already risen and fallen by the time that you are just fourteen? For Jack Bowes, the electronic producer who operates under the name of Rainy Miller, this was the explosion of mid-00s grime in the Lancashire city of Preston. โ€œFifteen years down the line,โ€ he says, eyes looking away and still visibly awed at the memory, โ€œIโ€™m still like, thatโ€™s the sickest thing thatโ€™s ever happened in my entire life.โ€ It was, he says, insane. โ€œIt gripped the whole city. Preston isnโ€™t a big place, but it had real life micro-celebrities in terms of these MCs.โ€ย 

Names like the Clean Cut Connection as well as Worthy, Killer or Agony may have escaped the annals of grime history, but became Gods of the South Ribble, blazing a trail from Chorley to Grimsargh. โ€œThereโ€™s YouTube videos of clashes in Brookfield taken on LG Chocolate phones,โ€ he enthuses, โ€œIโ€™ve never seen anything like it since, it was proper thrilling.โ€ But it all came crashing down. โ€œThe whole thing collapsed. In Year 9, it just got really uncool to be MCing. Everyone thought it was lame.โ€ 

So what do you do when the most exhilarating moment of your musical life has already risen and fallen by the time that you are just fourteen? Jack Bowes was going to be a PE teacher. โ€œI love football innit,โ€ he grins, โ€œso I was like, fuck it, Iโ€™ll just get back on the football.โ€ It didnโ€™t last: the PE departments of Lancashireโ€™s loss would be British musicโ€™s gain.ย 

Forty-eight hours ago, Jack Bowes was in Paris, debuting the live show for his upcoming Joseph, What Have You Done? album at La Station club. On getting back to England, he has today been working a video shoot in Stockport with Preston contemporary, Fixed Abode label signing and frequent collaborator Blackhaine, bombing it over from the shoot in an Uber to our interview in the Lancashire borderlands, in a club on the second floor of an Oldham mill. 

Though music writers have tended to dust off their glossaries of urban gloom when discussing Bowesโ€™ output, in person he is affable and upbeat, a model of politeness and rarely more than an 808 beat away from a bright, beaming grin. Dressed in a black jacket that remains zipped up and sporting a closely cropped head of tight black curls, Bowes, 30, tells me that he is never normally worried about putting personal information out through art (โ€œthatโ€™s almost the lifeโ€™s workโ€) but today is unusually wary of discussing an album so centred on a time โ€œwhen it all just went tits up.โ€ 

Joseph, What Have You Done? has been half a decade in the making. Whilst working on 2022โ€™s melancholy Desquamation (Fire, Burn. Nobody) album (released on The White Hotelโ€™s HEAD II imprint) and A Grisaille Wedding 2023โ€™s more impressionistic Space Afrika collaboration, Bowes was stockpiling work that suited a more closely personal mood. 

Whilst continuing the Rainy Miller sound world of drizzly ambient and a noticeably celestial bent that has been in his work since that 2022 release, Joseph is the producerโ€™s most satisfying artistic statement since his 2019 debut Limbs and quite probably best record to date. 

Spliced with iPhone voice notes that tell a highly personal story (more on which later) in fragments, the aggro Lancs drill that introduces the record is a red herring for a sensitive and tightly composed beginning-to-end journey. Take the spidery, mournful โ€˜Mary Magdalene, As A Homeโ€™ (at five years, the oldest track on the record) or the extraordinary lead single โ€˜The Fable/The Releaseโ€™, whose haunted falsetto and rising percussion over smoky, burnt treacle textures unexpectedly recall late-era Radiohead, both making use of Bowesโ€™ new favourite toy: the guitar. A novelty for the teenage hip hop head, he borrowed the instrument from a mate and โ€“ rather than, say, learning chords โ€“ simply listened to music whose emotional palette matched the emotions he wanted to convey, detuning the strings to align with them.ย 

This is emblematic of Bowesโ€™ creative approach. โ€œItโ€™s only ever guided by: emotionally, what needs to be said here?โ€, he explains. โ€œThen I go away and figure it out. Iโ€™m not a noise musician, for example, but I know what noise music conveys and can do to me, so thatโ€™s present when I need that anger.โ€ Coupled with this springโ€™s excellent new Aya album, the new album reflects a North West underground that may be splintering away from its onetime Greater Manchester base but has never been healthier.

Rainy Miller - Vengeance. (ft. Graham Sayle)

The albumโ€™s real eureka moment began with divine intervention. 

โ€œChrist sent me a documentary,โ€ he begins. This is not the well-known Nazarene, but The White Hotelโ€™s in-house poet Christ โ€œChrist The Poetโ€ Bryan. Watching the 2003 BBC travelogue Searching For The Wrong Eyed Jesus (happily freely available on BBC iPlayer), Bowes was captivated by musician Jim Whiteโ€™s journey into country music and Christianity in Americaโ€™s Deep South. โ€œObviously itโ€™s never been my experience being in the Southern belt, but the way that they talk to each other,โ€ Bowes explains, โ€œthe folk tales and the folkloreโ€ reminded him of Lancashire upbringing. Heโ€™s begun to pioneer a term for it: Northern Gothic. 

โ€œItโ€™s that thing of the UK being the subtle cousin of America,โ€ he ponders. โ€œWe donโ€™t have the grandiose rivers of the Mississippi, but weโ€™ve got Dinckley in there,โ€ a lovely reference to the tranquil Lancashire brook where a suspension bridge connects Langho (where this author was born and raised) to the more affluent and historic village of Hurst Green. (JRR Tolkein taught at Stonyhurst College, the Jesuit private school in Hurst Green, the rural idyll of Shire Lane feeding back into The Lord Of The Rings.)ย 

This introduces one of Bowesโ€™ central missions. โ€œIt sounds ridiculously narcissistic,โ€ says Bowes. Go on. โ€œBut Iโ€™m going to be the only person to tell the story about Longridge people.โ€ This is fair: Longridge, population about 7,500, is a small, rural Ribble Valley town just north-east of Preston. Far more This Country than People Just Do Nothing. With no functioning train station for nearly a century, the town is tight-knit, but this is no escape story. Bowes loves it. โ€œItโ€™s full of people who are your aunties, but arenโ€™t actually your aunties,โ€ he explains of the town he returns to weekly. The town has a few shops, some normal pubs and, until its 2021 closure, the Edwardian-era The Palace Cinema, an unusually patriotic picture house that blasted the national anthem before every screening. โ€œThereโ€™s nobody making art in Longridge or about Longridge. You have to romanticise where youโ€™re from. Youโ€™ve got to proper lean into the romanticisation. That is everything.โ€ย 

Peaking in 2006, Preston was the site of a still largely inexplicable, and scratchily documented, grime wave. This did not really happen in other neighbouring Lancashire hotspots, where donk and bassline still ruled. Watch the video for Clean Cut Connectionโ€™s incredible Livinโ€™ in Preston City (some of this swag came from Prestonโ€™s then newly acquired city status) and the topography of Lancashire is confidently displayed in a way thatโ€™s both a hilarious North West reality check and a powerful affirmation of Preston identity. About two minutes in thereโ€™s a flash of Preston Bus station: here was a new modernist form thriving in the North West city that, more than any other, is defined by its architectural modernism. Not just Preston architects Keith Ingham and Charles Wilsonโ€™s enormous, rhythmic bus station but the 1970s Guild Hall (currently closed due to RAAC being detected in the roof) and Roger Boothโ€™s absurd sci-fi classroom at Kennington Road Primary School. Another video just about sums the movement up: widely clipped on TikTok, a kid freestyles in front of a house and is interrupted by an old man coming out of the door and – walking stick akimbo – telling him to fuck off in a rich Lancashire brogue.ย 

Like seemingly every kid with a PR postcode at the time, Bowes began writing bars. โ€œBeing ten or eleven and recording a song,โ€ he reflects, โ€œeven just being around microphones, the most rudimentary thing in the world, you have that for life then.โ€ 

He remembers a summer day in the genteel country village of Grimsargh, being summoned to visit the MC Agony on account of his โ€œmad, skippy flowโ€ and locally infamous โ€œstutterโ€ trick. I ask the underground producer if he can recite any of these primitive, juvenile bars. Gamely, he dives right in. โ€œSharp digs from the left and right,โ€ he begins, โ€œmess with my fists,โ€ – a little stutter, like a skipped CD – โ€œand they donโ€™t bite.โ€ He laughs. โ€œIt was this beatnik throw-off, and everyone was like woah, this kid needs to go and see Agony!โ€. But his encounter with the Godfather of Grimsargh grime was a false dawn: within months, the whole thing was over. โ€œWe knew nothing like that was going to come along again.โ€ 

Others fell away, but Bowes kept on making beats, rapping and expanding his hip hop syllabus. โ€œThings like Reasonable Doubt, Jay-Z and Biggie, theyโ€™re globally well known,โ€ he says, โ€œbut in Longridge? Thatโ€™s weird innit. Like oh thereโ€™s weird shit going on over there.โ€ย 

By the time that he was 21, working in a computer storage warehouse in Ribchester (the ancient Roman village where, remarkably, The Sex Pistols played The Lodestar pub in 1976 after the council killed their Preston show) when he decided to commit to music with all his heart, no excuses, and enrolled on a music production course at Salfordโ€™s Futureworks music higher education centre. โ€œMy friends took all my stuff over with me and dropped me off. I was the only one who clung onto the pipe dream in that sense. It was with me to be like: youโ€™re going to be the one out of the group of friends that does something.โ€ย 

โ€œWhen all that kicked off,โ€ he says, โ€œI didnโ€™t want to sleep on that sofa in Ancoats anymore.โ€ Because it wasnโ€™t conducive to creativity? He shakes his head. โ€œBecause itโ€™s rude innit!โ€ Thatโ€™s me told. Besides, the new Manchester economic model was making life for musicians increasingly unaffordable (โ€œrent was just creeping up then, itโ€™s crazy nowโ€) and he sensed that his work was growing in an increasingly Lancastrian direction. โ€œIโ€™d gone to Manchester and the only thing I ever wrote about was home,โ€ he tells me of the city that he presumed would be the making of him. โ€œI never wrote about anything to do with being in Manchester, so maybe I donโ€™t actually need to be there innit?โ€ 

It was whilst plotting his Lancashire return that events central to Joseph came to a head. 

โ€œIโ€™ve lived a lot of my life feeling very scorned, or disadvantaged,โ€ he says carefully. โ€œBecause of this one experience with past trauma. The person who should have been my father, and what that meant for other people in my life.โ€ By the time that Jack Bowes was born in 1994, his biological father was barely on the scene, which hardened to no contact. 

At the start of 2020, Bowes was coming back from viewing the house that he would go on to rent through the pandemic in Preston. โ€œThe day I went to view that house for the first time,โ€ he continues, โ€œI saw my biological father for the first time in 25 years on the street.โ€ Bowesโ€™ memories are hazy โ€“ they were hazy almost as soon as it happened โ€“ but he was walking past St Georgeโ€™s Shopping Centre when he saw the man walking towards him.ย 

โ€œIt was just in passing.โ€ How did he know it was him? โ€œYou just know. I had a physical reaction to it. It blew my head off.โ€ Bowes ran down the high street and into the large 19th century train station. โ€œI was just crying in the train station,โ€ he remembers. โ€œIt proper fucked me up.โ€ He damps down his dark curly hair in motions with one hand as he recounts the story. 

โ€œThen, thereโ€™s almost a suicide attempt. Thatโ€™s what the whole thing culminated in.โ€ The days following the sighting were difficult, unearthing a lifetime of emotion, and one particular day began to take on a lonely and unusual air. Itโ€™s recounted on the album in the delirious, one minute track โ€˜An Obsidian Lake Spews Out Of Meโ€™. 

โ€œIt was a weird day,โ€ he explains. โ€œI was walking, thinking, yeah. Iโ€™m going to go. Iโ€™m good to go.โ€ Bowes did what anyone should do in that situation: he took a beat, and phoned somebody close to him. โ€œI spoke to my Mum. I was really fucked up and she was like, ‘I need you to ring the doctors.’ And I did.โ€ย 

Things got better. โ€œA week after that happened, I found a girl,โ€ and the new relationship โ€“ though it ended last year โ€“ helped him to recover from what he describes as a breakdown. โ€œThat period, it saved my life but also just took so much away from it.โ€ 

Bowes says that the album is โ€œa tangle of all my experiences with male influences and fatherhood.โ€ In particular, it is a salute to the man who raised him. โ€œI have a stepfather,โ€ he says. โ€œNo, it feels disrespectful to call him a stepfather. Heโ€™s a Dad.โ€ The grin returns. โ€œI call him my old man. The whole record is named after Joseph as a direct reference to Joseph of Nazareth, who raised a child that wasnโ€™t his.โ€ Itโ€™s this albumโ€™s contention that Joseph, husband of Mary, is both a hero and undersung masculine role model in his unfussy commitment to cracking on with raising another manโ€™s child. โ€œEven the framing of the album name, it sounds like heโ€™s done something wrong. But heโ€™s not! You have literally saved someoneโ€™s life. And thatโ€™s what it feels like.โ€ 

In fact, his name Rainy Miller was always, Bowes says, not an offbeat reference to the tricycle-riding owner of Colley’s Mill from Camberwick Green โ€“ part of the extended Trumpton universe โ€“ but an obscure tribute to the man who raised him.ย (Today, Bowes swears he had never heard of Windy Miller until the moment he told his grandma his stage name.)

โ€œMy old man,โ€ he says proudly, โ€œhis surname is Miller. And Rainy came from me and my mum when she was a single parent. I was very little and weโ€™d drive around in the rain and Iโ€™d sing about the rain. The root of all this music is a homage to that.โ€ 

The years that Bowes was making Joseph saw not just profound personal shifts, but the Rainy Miller project properly take-off. Him, Blackhaine โ€“ who went to Cardinal Newman College in Preston at the same time as Bowes โ€“ and Space Afrika became โ€œa bit of a crew.โ€ Bowes remembers them being booked to play Berlinโ€™s Atonal Festival in 2021. 

โ€œI remember going to the emergency passport office in Liverpool because I hadnโ€™t been away in so, so long,โ€ he laughs. โ€œYou canโ€™t not be excited about that innit. The experimental circuit was just super new to me.โ€ (He will be bringing the Joseph show to Atonal next month.) Coming up during the Covid-19 pandemic, and his association with a ready-made experimental audience at The White Hotel meant that โ€œwe never had to do all that three people in a crowd stuff. We were always in front of a crowd, and the only thing Iโ€™ve ever known is pretty decent audiences.โ€ 

Being Rainy Miller is now a full-time job, paying the rent on the Leyland flat that he found on Facebook Marketplace (no respectable letting agent was willing to let to him as he had not been full-time self-employed for three years.) โ€œYouโ€™re talking about such a finite amount of people who do somewhat experimental music and get to do it as a job.โ€ 

But still, in any other decade than our own, I tell him, artists like himself or Iceboy Violet might have had a more healthy relationship with the mainstream. โ€œWe talk about that a lot,โ€ says Bowes. โ€œI donโ€™t know if itโ€™s us being bitter, but I also think thereโ€™s a geographical thing sometimes. It doesnโ€™t really matter though, does it? I always just felt that youโ€™re on the path youโ€™re on, and Iโ€™m pretty buzzing that itโ€™s now my job.โ€ 

This introduces a thornier topic. Sometimes, for entirely noble reasons, Bowes has been asked to comment as a talking head on class in British music, and the enormous โ€“ and literally undeniable โ€“ reversal of post-war working class gains that allowed them to dominate UK pop culture between the 1960s and millennium. Following the 2025 Brit Awards, Bowes, like many, shared a meme on Instagram pointing out the elite educations of that nightโ€™s winners Charli XCX and A.G. Cook, with a caption about having โ€œno seat at the top table.โ€ But I sense that this comes reluctantly to Bowes. I ask whether itโ€™s frustrating to be put in the position of having to answer questions about being a working-class voice in experimental music. 

Calmly, but carefully, he answers. โ€œI just think itโ€™s so reductive to the message. I donโ€™t know. I just think itโ€™s such a fucking flavour of the month thing to talk about for so long now. The state that the country is in. Everyone wants this rebellion. And Iโ€™m like: fine. But theyโ€™re asking a rebellion from people, and weโ€™re just musicians. Go and chat to bricklayers, or plumbers. Iโ€™m in touch with these people. My best friends do those jobs. It blows my head sometimes when I see these people every week and they donโ€™t think about it at all. They just crack on.โ€ He pauses, gently exasperated. 

โ€œWhy is a sector like the arts and music so obsessed with this working-class thing, when nobody is involved in it? Itโ€™s weird to me. I think itโ€™s disrespectful, actually. At the end of the day, you know, there are working-class people in music. But real working-class people are working. We can sit here and gather the spoils of being working-class, but weโ€™re not, you know? People build houses that people actually live in. People live in their creations. You donโ€™t want to sound like youโ€™re licking the boot, because itโ€™s not that at all. But the target audiences of people who read those types of things arenโ€™t the people who need to hear it. Itโ€™s tired.โ€ What he does feel more comfortable advocating for is Lancashire. You donโ€™t have to be wearing one of meme-y North West zine Stat magazineโ€™s Abolish Manchester or Lancashire 1974 t-shirts to recognise that, as Manchester becomes increasingly unaffordable, the city will become less of a lodestar to Lancashire musicians who traditionally moved to the region to make it. In fact, this can only be healthy for Lancashire creativity and identity. 

The sun begins to hide behind the ever-growing Manchester skyline visible from the mill, as our interview comes to a close. Bowes is off for a drink or two at The White Hotelโ€™s offshoot Peste bar, before heading home early: heโ€™s got a five-a-side football in the morning. But on leaving, heโ€™s keen to impress one thing about the project that has engulfed him for the last half decade, stressing that the album โ€œis grounded in a lot more strength than it seems like.โ€ A misconception about his work, he argues, is that โ€œpeople always think itโ€™s drenched in, like, something super depressing or sad.โ€ 

But it isnโ€™t. โ€œThe whole record is a victory for me,โ€ he tells me. โ€œThis inception of a mental breakdown, and then falling in love, and that saving me from certain things, and then falling out of love and how that feels.โ€ A pause. โ€œAnd then at the back end of the album is just pure adulation for the people who raised me.โ€

Joseph, What Have You Done? is released via Fixed Abode on 2 May


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